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Thursday, April 28, 2005

``_____.*scolded...lOst....#

Kena scolded 1st thingy in d morn...she woke up late to open d shp, she blame mi sayin tt i knew it was 7 bt didn't wan to wake dem up, cos i only nided to wake up at 7:30, sigh...y mus she blame mi 4 evrythingy?! h8 goin hm evryday to hear her nag...if i have d ability to feed myslf, i'll move!!!

sigh, lost moi thumbdrive today, hope i'll get it back, so mani thingys inside, lost $115 lost my pics my contacts, my evrythingy...omg!!! It's like evrythingy in my life, hope tt fellow hu found it return mi...

If u return mi, den i'll repay u...

If u dun den curse u!!!

Den i gt so pek chek wit evrybodi, sowie 4 tt...hope u guys understand...dun reali mean to shw tt face de, bt, i jus dun have d habit of keepin my bloOdy mouth shut...

7:30 PM Z

``_____.*Outt~!.#

noe 1st + being out = so saddy ...~

Happi belated birthday = Ah^Kaii

(I noe u'll read dix -one fine dae...)

hUrHurx!!!~

ShoOo bo liao... goin to the court todae to view view things things ... joJo nv comes todaEe dun why... mayb she tot that juz goin 4 the view view thingx ish boliao... hmmm .... everything lyk not fun liddatx ... - hmmm... ~ so, here i am, goin to view later... ex-cur-xion ...!~ gether gether... and ... dix fridaex" ish miee 9th monthx anni!~ oMg (Yay!~) finalli ehx?!~ 1st tym sho lyk... "9th" liddat ...~

celebratiOnx... !~ sooner or ltr, they will gonna be chaos in our class! battle of the fe-malesxxx!!!~ bamb bammb!!!~ woOhoOoOoOooOoOoOoOoOo...

aniway, gonna be a matchmaker!~ YAY!!!

D.K (milliOn^tEarz)

Easily replaced - siianx ~

11:25 AM Z

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

``_____.*unforgiven....#

A guy called mi on sat and say tt i can collect it at anitime at THE WALLET SHOP at Tampines Mall, he didn't say tt i have to collect it within 3days, so i went dwn oni today, and d salesgal der says tt it's being sold to another gal liaox, so sick!!! bloody sicko!!! It's so difficult to gt a wallet tt i reali wanted cos i'm too fussy, i nid dis nid tt, want dis material want tt material, mus can put photo, mus nt have to mani compartment or else too complicated and all tt, where to gt this kinda wallet?! Haven't change 1 for yrs!!!

11:15 PM Z

``_____.*Tong Hua ~!.#

Hua hua hua ci*!~

Wa lau... i kip on hearing "tong hua" everywhere. im haunted by that song.

me : blah..blah...blah (den i ask=).... why ah ?

fren : wei shen mo? yin wei... NI KU ZHE DUI WO SHUO.... tong hua li dou shi pian ren de ..

*faints*

+ my frends singin it + my classmates n all!~ its kinda killing miie !!!~ worst! n den wen i went tO marine parade on Sat, walking in parkway.and i heard. "tong hua" playing in courts, tong hua playing in best denki.. and tong hua playing on my fren's creative zen. and then da yi had to purposely play tong hua on his car after that. .. hw siick can tt gets?!~

Night mare.... but, really. = 童话里都是骗人的你不可能，是我的 xXx ... <--(Lyrics copied)

8:14 AM Z

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

``_____.*s2pid idiot!!!.#

S2pid idiot!!! A a pig is cleverer!!! IDIOTIC FOOL!!! evryday oni noe hw to act blur, Dun hab to do anithingy and still can be doted by so mani ppl!!! wat abt moi???!!! I've done so mani thingys, and wat did i gt?! A bunch of SHIT!!!

NOBODI WILL EVA UNDERSTAND MI!!!

SO DUN SAY U UNDERSTAND!!!

COS D ONI PERSON TT REALI UNDERSTAND MI, IS MI MYSLF AND I!!!

11:02 PM Z

``_____.*Tupidx Cab.#

D.K =
should be scrapped.
so old already.
i almost *wanted* to stab/slap a taxi driver today (abt 3weeks ago... n i still remember!)

hitched a cab to my auntie shop @ 9.00 am.
waved.
it stopped.
i went in.
i told him.. Raffles d building der...he went towards the right side (dead end) and then U-TURNED back. ok nvm. then he could have turned right and exited to the main road. but he didnt.
i asked him "eh uncle ah why u didnt turn right just now ah"he was already halfway to the big roundabout to the mainroad.he was like "ok lor you want then i turn."
me : "ITS OK.. ITS OK.."
he : "NO NO... TURN... wait got traffic lights alot jam then u know"

neh neh waste my 50cents to TURN HERE TURN THERE then KENA HORn somemore.

9.05 am*sulk*THERE WAS NO JAM AT ALL U FREAKING OLD AH PEK.

him : mui ah i tell you first ah u have to go thru ERP 3 times hor. 3 erp.
me : huh? Uncle, last time i sit, only 2 erp lor.
him : no no... 3, larh.
me : .. fine.. *shuddups*-chug chug chug-
9.10 *beep*
erp.9.15*beep*
erp.9.16*beep*
erp AGAIN.9.18

him : xiao jie, ni yao ting zai na li?
me : *pointpoint - de dui mian.
him : oh cannot stop there lah cos bus lane hours... after 9.30 then can stop.. i have to stop somewhere before the busstop.
me : ok ok ok ... 9.20 *upon reaching*
me : UNCLE U STOP ME THERE CAN *points to a bit before busstop*
him : CANNOT CANNOT.. BUS LANE HOURS
1. no bus in sight
2. no proper busstop.
3. buslane yes, but everytime i hitch a cab, they all stop AT / AFTER / BEFORE the busstop.
guess where he fuckin dropped me?
THE NEXT TRAFFIC LIGHT. (abt 300 m away).......
so fuckin pissed i could stab him with his gear stick.
i was like ranting.."uncle, if I WANTED YOU TO STOP THERE, I MIGHT AS WELL NOT TAKE A CAB?"and he was blabbering and blabbering..
i juz told him to stop and hurry up give me my change..
IM LATE TAKING A CAB.then he continuned to blabber...... and i juz got out, ignoring him.
and i slammed the door. HARD. i hope the door drops off when his next passenger opens the door.*snickers*SH1913S, go scrape ur freakin taxi lah!!~ LAO AH PEK!
xXxmilliOn^tEarzxXx

3:30 PM Z

Monday, April 25, 2005

``_____.*isolated....#

In a world obe my own...lack of love, care & concern, filled wit hatred, loneliness and darkness.

Being isolated by d world.

Nobody tried to understand mi.

No matter wat i do, evrybodi think it's wrong.

Wat if 1dae, i commt suicide?! Will ani1 shed a tear 4 mi?!

People felt warmness at hm wit their family. I felt like a total stranger.

They kip saying tt my frens influence mi. When tts actuali hu i am, at hm, i cnt express myslf, i have to act as dey like, If nt dey'll say tt my frens influence mi...

If i had a choice, or if i noe tt dis wld happen to mi, i wld rather choose nt to live in dis wrld, nt even havin a life, h8 hu eva gave mi my life...

I have to help out here and der and gt scolded wen eva i dun, while dey dun even have to help out...

Hw i wish, i had d courage to take away my life...

6:51 PM Z

``_____.*Float?Phobia?erm....#

(>.<)

Hmm ... lotsa thingx hab been happenin" - mOstly no gdgdgd~! try getting $0.00 frOm mon-fri... or mybe even sat till sun as "allowance/skul $$$" !~ walletx empty... i didnt make him angry, i merely told him d truth wadd~ why dont they understandd miee?! well, i'm so dumb... aniway, hu cares ritex?!~ dey duno wadd i mean... + they didnt wannna listen... dumbell!!~

aniiway, exams comming up! up! up! ... 3 days onli!!! and after tt, fun fun fun! = ani1 wanna booked mie 1st?!~ entertainment...~ ive always been d one entertaining ; n, i'm tired... jus wanna gif up... - entertain miee...

oh ya... and i wanna learn hw to float aka... SWIMMING!!! i've got phobia obe swim swim... omg... Muz tell mieself tt: swimmin is gd, fun, floaty,cheap,enjoyable, suntann, learn new things...! hehe... and the best thing ish to get rid of that phobia! thing!...

*fishy swiimming in the water~~~~*

plus plus ... erm... i wanna join baking course during my holidays and i duno where, when + with whom... hmmm ... aniione???!!!

2:40 PM Z

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

``_____.*wallet...sigh....#

sigh, it's been real long since i gt myslf a new wallet, sigh, wen i gt der, dey said it was reserved by sum1 else le...made mi feel so low...sigh...

H8 styin hm these days...nobodi understands...dey dunnoe wat am i thinkin, and dey nva nva bother to go find out, dey think tt wat eva dey think is oways ritex...wen will dey eva understand ppl like mi?!

Sumtimes, i think tt styin out is so much beta...

11:26 PM Z

Friday, April 15, 2005

``_____.*normal....#

today, he tried to act as thouch he's back to normal again, hw can evry1 4give him so easily?! sigh, budden if we dun 4give him, den we'll have to give him a cold shoulder 4 d rest of d yr, and we'll all feel so awkward...

Wat shall we do nw?!

4:22 PM Z

Thursday, April 14, 2005

``_____.*mOr mOr?!.#

sigh...tt s2pid fellow say my sch gt mOr mOr, u blieve?! hehex...it's actuali all a lie...

7:43 PM Z

``_____.*Jobz.Interviewz.#

Jobs...
HeE...! Tuesday : we all go for the job interview (-nailx-) lousy location! So inside, and i dun think der's much ppl n stuff... anyway, no confident in that wan, coz ders diz section which said, "history/and stuff lyk did u worked as diz b4?..." kinda thing - that's why...

budden, the one we went to ytdae, was so lyk, "serious" liddat... haha !~ sso kan cheong dee type, muz wait for 2 calls instead! womoigod!~ budden diz wan d pay seem beta bahx... about 8-9$ per hours ... so... gd!~ for fun, laughter, peace n joy! join!~ yay!~

*yuan lai going for interviews'x so exciting!~ ... whakekekekeke!~ ...

11:40 AM Z

Monday, April 11, 2005

``_____.*So Not Ritex.#

D.K...:::: Itx mOnday!!!~ woOhoO...!~

Didnt went to skull on FridaE... ovaslpt...!~ piGGy!~ budden nvm... its friday...

spend my sat.sun "family" day at a funeral... so, erm... should be sobsob>:? ... nOt close and all, so, no tears... (>.<) but... at least i found some time to go buy those/all things tt i nid/wanted... *happy...!~~~

haha ... saw e "others" section... yay!!!~ got miee dee "pose" not sexy pose geraldine, its
"ayumi"!!!~ got name one!!!~ ... haha...

*wheres my OFC book...?

another thing, i hate/dislike... the gal hu's sharing locker wib miee... my books missing, jo's book being folded... luckily my facial foam stil inside... abo i call 999, "thief"@~!#$#%^%^ and at timesx she'll borrow these whole stack of eng...thick... nonsense books and stack on top of our textbooks, which makes us difficult to take out our t.bk!~ sum kinda human...!~ and she chedw on wings! chicken wings bone!!!~ and claim that "GOD" was there with her when she's running the 2.4... coz she's so out of breath; and she prey for "GOD" to give her the strength to go on... and stuff liked that...!~ well, i noe that its rude to kinda lyk, insult?... bt ermm... it seems re.di.cu.lous!~/ full of crapz...!!!~ to miee...!~ and almost the whole of my class chinese gals are all into it... and are like...that.~ OMG!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

:::(>.<)::: <~~my class ish sHo0Oo omg, not kewl...~!!!

10:52 AM Z

Sunday, April 10, 2005

``_____.*sad....#

jus came back....went to Bugis den Orchard...dey wan go ply pool, so acc dem lorx, aniway oso no where to go le...sit der watch shw...had a real bad day.,..dunnoe where to start frm...erm...lemme see...hhhmmm...sigh...i feel so sad i cnt think obe anithingy else to say le...

sigh...
u dunnoe wen i'm angry...
u dunnoe wen i'm happi...
u dunnoe wen i'm jokin...
u dunnoe wen i'm sad...
u dunnoe wen i'm plyin...
u dunnoe wen i nid u...
u actuali dunnoe anithingy abt...so stp actrin as though u noe mi inside out, d oni person tt reali understand mi, is oni mi, myslf and i...

I hide and cry so that nobody will eva noe...I'll make u think tt i'm strong enuff to take evrythingy tt cums into my way, bt i dunnoe hw much i can actuali take...

1:09 AM Z

Thursday, April 07, 2005

``_____.*gals....#

hhhmmm...dun even understand gals nowadays...dey all seem to be so...hhhmmm...cnt think obe ani word to discribe dem liaox...even though i'm a gal, i oso dunnoe y...is she reali stickin too much to him or does he reali feel sick obe her?!

Does he think 4 her?! Askin her to skip class jus to acc him?! sigh...guys guys guys...is tt reali all gals nowadays think abt?!

We mus have pride, cnt loose our dignity, dun let dem think tt we cnt live w/o dem, instead, w/o dem we shld b stronger!!!

We shld oways ply hard-to-get wit dem, so dey'll cherish u wen dey got ya...

No matter wat dey take frm mi, dey cnt take away my dignity...bcos d greatest love of all is happening to mi...i found the greatest love of all inside of me...

6:32 PM Z

Monday, April 04, 2005

``_____.*black....#

hhhmmm...tot obe dyin my hair blakc den can dye othhe funky colour at d end obe hair...hw's tt?!

6:24 PM Z

Sunday, April 03, 2005

``_____.*Shppin....#

sigh... so sick...fall dwn, so pain...so long nva fall dwn le...nw fall dwn oni so jia lat!!! pain sia...

wah!!! went to Orchard to shppin...bought a new pants...h8 ta buy pants, cos d thigh too big...so very diff to find jeans...den dun reali like ta wear skirt oso, cos mus walk properly...den very troublesome...aniway...i bought another pants...den jie jie bought a skirt. wakakas...can wear hers...den went to see so mani tarots cards...dey even gt a mini voodoo set...i'm goin learn hw to brew spells...wakaks...i'm gonna b a witch...budden...1st...i mus have d kaching to buy d books, and more kaching to buy d ingredients, and d patience to rid d hoe bk...=)

11:04 PM Z

Friday, April 01, 2005

``_____.*April foOl.#

hehes...today in sch...we were playin true or dare, den i so suay kena da dare dare thingy...den mus dare dare nohx...hehex...aniway...had fun, den aftr sch hubbie cum bring bring mi, den cos too early den i dun wan go hm mahx, den at abt 3+ den go hm nohx, cos reali no place to walk liaox, den hubbie kip on wan go Orchard, budden i dun wan wear sch-U der...so we went hm nohx, den hubbie kip on pester mi to go Orchard...den in d end go nohx...den Hubbie went to take his pay, den we go shppin, den ah kor cum find us, cos his stead father saw him and his stead, den d father wan beat him... so s2pid...is d daughter herslf hiao de mah...hw can blame ppl?! siaox... den aftr tt ah kor and hubbie go ply pool, cos very late le, den gt no where else to go liao mahx...den abt 12+ like tt den go off, budden no bus le...so we take cab hm nohx... Happi April foOl!!!

11:13 PM Z